Lots of love is required- Simply coz i can't live without those huggs & concern. And the list goes on... .
The City That Never Sleeps
Lots of love is required- Simply coz i can't live without those huggs & concern. And the list goes on... .
Lots of love is required- |
posted : Tuesday, July 12, 2005
title : acting out
guess i realli siao le bahx...
i realli lurfe eric... but i still act out... act tat i hate him... wat am i doin? i dun noe... i noe im hurtin myself more by doin tis... but i can't help it... jus wanna advoid him... N.... dun noe y... gt a feelin tat whenever i see him... i would feel HURT n ANGRY... i thin coz of wat he say bahx... LuV mY dOu JiAnG 4 EvA!!!!!!!!Ni ShI yAo Wo De ShA xIaO..... wO sHi YaO ni tHe YoNg BaOAi QiNg JiU sHi YaO zHe YaNg Ta ChAi Bu Hui dAn DiAoWo Chi Dao you shi hou ye shu yao cao cao nao nao........dan shi zhong ye zhi dao zhi you ni dui wo zhui hao......Look at the stars...... Look how they SHINE for u....... tis is wat he say in his friendster... n he din delete it away even though we broke up.... haix... im real angry lorhx... Y? y did he broke up wif me n say he still love me? how do u expect me to accept tis thin... yes... i still lurfe u.... but it's impossible between us le... nt anyone of us can erase the BREAK word tat once happen.... u once say tat we can patch up...but u need time to cool dn.... n.... u ask me to promise u tis.... if ther is sumone better then u then muz break wif u.... WAT IS TIS.... i dun wan tis kinda relationship... u thin is gd for mi in tis way.... BUT.... it's nt gd lorhx.... IT REALLY HURTZ LORHX! simply wonderin if u realli meant wat u say... is sayin u still luv me suppose to be a bluff to let mi feel better? I DUN WAN TIS..... u once say tis too-u luv me, n it can't be measure or weighted...coz it's as long as the milky way..... BLUFF!~ ALL LIEZ! kiez... now u say in ur msn nick tat- sigh...so near yet so far...when will my dreamz be realised...waitin..waitin...4 her... kiez... if it is sayin bout mi... then i m damn hurt... same old reason... if u still luv me then y do u still break wif me... u thin is fun arhx? but... i still luv u... n i hope to be wif u agn.... but tat r all fantasy tat will NV be realised.... really feel lyk cryin... i can nv call u dear agn... eric... im hurt... do u noe tat? no u dun.... |
{SHANSHAN aka HIBIKI}
