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posted : Saturday, July 30, 2005
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ARGH.....
im all in a mess rite nw....
im so confused.....
i dun noe i wanna go for todae NDP trainin mahx....
i had competely lost interest in st john stuff.....
n my attitude towards st john is totally chande to a negative mood.....
i can hear from pr voice tat she is veri dissapointed in me....
haix........
im not goin le....
i hate myself....
i can't even decide on tis small tiny little thin....
argh...
tis time if i din go will means tat i skip two time le....
IM SO CONFUSED....
kiez...
dun need to decide le...
im late if i go nw....
kiez....
im not goin...
I HATE ST JOHN....
y do i suddenly feel lyk cryin.....
argh....
im so useless....