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posted : Thursday, November 10, 2005
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hmmm.
jus came back=) early in da morn got a fight wif dad... abt tat damn fuckin joseph form... argh... daddy sae i no responsibility.. i was lyk actually waitin fer fiona... she was eatin.... her mum insist she eat 1st... talkin to her on pone in da meantime... coz we goin together to get da form as we lost it... den daddy was lyk dunnoe y so furious n jin zhang... it was o'ready 12 sumthin le... joseph stay in sch till 1 onli... den i count le lorhx... still got time de... but he jus so unreasonable... hab a veri bad fight wif him... scolded lots of vulgar... oppz... even call him to SHUT UP... he was so so angry.. n threaten to SLAP MI... haix... but i left da hse... to meet fiona.. slam da door behind mi n shouted TA MA DE! FUCK U! haix...... cried actually... dunnoe y... when im angry i'll cry... hmmhmm... can't control.. i was actually veri veri sad/angry bout sumthin he sae... he sae tat got mi tis kinda nu er he might as well die... keep usin da word die... den i ask- ni hen xiang si shi mah? he sae YES! it's lyk... to thin i still worry he might die coz of his leg n stuff... all tis n tat... he actually sae tis kinda thin... he's lyk he hab hurt mi n he dunnoe... o'wayz lyk tat de. to thin i was so stupid to scare he'll die... i told myself tat since he wanna die so much... i dun care whether he die or live le... den mi n fiona go meet joseph.. he was NOT IN DA OFFICE.. went to find him... he was actually in da needle workshop.. damn him! we still hab to WAIT fer him... argh... get da form liao den went eat long john wif pr n fiona. den get back hm by bus. actually dun wanna go hm so early de... later see my dad face agn... da bus was lyk empty. no body in da bus... 1st time sia... it was onli mi n da busdriver... get bk hm le on com n wash clothes... hmmhmm. daddy not at hm.. was quite happy... N DEN... ring ring... ther was a pone call... it was daddy... hmmhmm.... he ask i reach hm liao arhx? ..... it's lyk so obvious lorhx.. i pick up da pone at hse OF COZ larhx.... den he ask if i've eaten le mahx... hmmhmm.... he still cares bout mi.... i was lyk feelin abit bad? lyk i was too harsh le... dunnoe larhx... rainin now... lucky get hm le... aniway... im jus so BORED... it seems lyk my entries nowadaes seems so so long... hmmhmm.. |