Lots of love is required- Simply coz i can't live without those huggs & concern. And the list goes on... .
The City That Never Sleeps
Lots of love is required- Simply coz i can't live without those huggs & concern. And the list goes on... .
Lots of love is required- |
posted : Tuesday, April 04, 2006
title :
I FEEL SO SHIT RITE NOW!
yarhx SHIT, tat's wat im feelin... i dunnoe wat im doin, wat im thinkin wat i suppose to do n so on.... 1st of all... a big SORRY fer not updatin my blog... ARGH... i jus came back home... let's tok bout wat happen todae tat mak it so SHIT. hmmm. after sch.. RAININ... rain via phy remedial..... rain rain rain. was WET... went shanwei hse. stay ther. dry myself abit... went cause way point bout 5 sumthin le... coz shanwei wan go do sumthin bout sum prob bout her hp. OKIEZ... da stupid SHIT thin ish.... i sort of quarrel wif my dear. the thin ish. he wan come find mi after his archery. btw acrchery ish his job.. den shanwei dun wanna him come coz she feel so lyk a light blub. den my dear was lyk saein it's kiez. he dun wan 'wei nan wo'. n he sae all tis thins in a UPSET way... i ask wat's rong...wat's goin through his mind. n he finally sae: he dun understand y he can't join... at most he dun kiss mi hug mi wateva. he dun wan lyk come here cannot join mi still muz wait fer mi.. feel so borin doin nth lyk tat.. kiez..he jus dun lyk... den i sae i'll call back later. den later later on... we went out of da handpone shop(mi n shanwei) n i saw him.. sittin down ther. i dunnoe y? i felt soooo happy to see him. he SHHHH mi n signal mi to go on wif my fren... i felt so happy to see him around... we msg to get in contact... blahx blahx blahx... shanwei din noe he was here. but she kept goin...... sorry sorry, lyk mak ur date lyk tat... blahx blahx... den da SHIT thin came.. he call mi. while i was shoppin wif my fren(which he sae it's kiez) he sae sumthin bout he ish goin hm le. kiez... da thin is i dun wan him to go hm. i wanna hug him.. i dun lyk da way he comes n go... i was plainin to faster go eat wif shanwei... n go meet him.. hug him..kiss him... den he jus sae he wan go hm. da main thin is he SOUNDED SO FRUSTRATED...ANGRY... i dunnoe larhx.. i sort of felt lyk cryin... i din really get da chance to sae my point of view. he jus sound so dunnoe how to sae. i admit i sound sad n sort of angry.... but i did sae den go hm lorhx.. i mean... isn't it wat he wans? den he sort of hang up my pone almost immediately... after i sae byebye. i sort o wanna cry out le. i dunnoe y.. i felt so stupid... so shit.... i dun wanna shanwei to noe. coz she confirm will blame herself de. but i jus told her. she did blames herself.. i felt so... she was unhappy. i still hab to cheer her up.. sae it's not her fault...wateva.. kiez.. it's really not her fault. i felt lyk i wanted to cry.. but i can't.. not infront of shanwei. coz she will blame herself more... haix.. i felt so terrible. aiyahx... i dunnoe larhx... i really dunnoe larhx... one more thin is.. i felt we r not tat close le... mi n darlin rose. haix.. she dun lyk it. mi tooo.... i dunnoe wat to do. i wanted to tell u sumthin.. but i jus.... i dun wanna rite in letter rose. i jus wanna talk to u... face to face.. i dunnoe... jus dunnoe. we r both too busy wif our stead..our life... everythin. jus lyk wat u sae. HAIX! HAIXXXXXXXX. |
{SHANSHAN aka HIBIKI}
