Lots of love is required- Simply coz i can't live without those huggs & concern. And the list goes on... .
The City That Never Sleeps
Lots of love is required- Simply coz i can't live without those huggs & concern. And the list goes on... .
Lots of love is required- |
posted : Sunday, May 21, 2006
title :
HIBIKI.
went missin in action fer a few daes... n now she's back to blog. sumthin hab happen agn. n she is sad. SAD. it's lyk im 4eva sad. kiez..... n it's bout my dear agn. probz keep happenin b'tween us lyk tat. it happened ytd.... i was studyin chinese when i suddenly felt so stress. msg him. he din reply. den call him n woke him up. he wanted to sleep back... it's kiez. i nv blame him. n i nv call him back le. i scare i wake him up agn. BUT i expect him to at least when he wake up will call mi to concen bout mi. but he din. i waited n waited. in tat msg i rote: dear, i dunnoe i shud come find u mahx. by da look of da msg. can see tat i wanted to find him. but he nv even reply when he wake up. he let mi feel tat he DUN CARE. den kiez. fine. i waited till todae. he nv msg nor call too. i dun thin he hab any gd reason not to msg or call mi fer 2 daes. i hab told him b4 tat a msg maks a diff. i dun ask 4 more. i juz wan a msg. it's at least beta den nth. n it's not as if i nv call or msg him.... n i noe he ish dose kinda person hu dun lyk to msg or call. but is a msg so hard to sent? pr tell mi tat josh bro sae tat if 2 person luff each other. dae dun ned msg, pone call or meet out everydae to prove dae love each other. kiez. 1st thin 1st. for mi, i dun ask fer more. one dae at least one msg can le. n stead to mi. shud be hab contact de mahx. if no contect how to feel close? i feel close to him b'coz we got contact. if i dun feel close to da one i luff. i thin my luff for him will decrease too. n ther won't be a point to go on anymore. if u dun feel close to ur luff one y bother to carry on. tis is how i feel. i dunoe larhx. i jus dun wanna care le. i will wait... n see. TODAE. went out studyin wif fiona. i ask her out. n onli her. i dunnoe y. we hab fun? yupped. was actually studyin but began tokin n tokin non stop. LOLX but one sad thin is. my purpose of goin out is to distract mi from thinkin bout him too much. but every one hr lyk tat. i would look at my pone... n sae: sy haven call nor msg mi yet. i juz can't ferget bout him. am i rong? am i too much? shud i call him? i dunnoe. in da past i o'wayz call him n msg him till he cannot tak it. n is affectin both his n mine studies. den i begin to lesser call n msg him. but it is lyk he nv really call mi. he o'wayz sae he misses mi n stuff. he oso sae tat he nv call mi is coz i o'wayz call him n no use he callin back mahx. coz wat he wanna call mi n tok bout hab o'ready sae le. but den wat now? it's proven tat he dun care n dun mean wat he sae. im veri SAD. i look back at his msg. ther's one incident. i thin is da 1st time i ignore him. he was worried n msg da 2nd dae. but tis time..... he nv even get's worried. maybe juz lyk wat i sae b4. maybe we r not suitable. i dunnoe. i dunnoe if u will be readin tis dear. but i'll be waitin fer ur msg or call. luff u. |
{SHANSHAN aka HIBIKI}
