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Lots of love is required- |
posted : Thursday, May 11, 2006
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juz went to read rose blog...
IM SO SAD! i mean actually wat she sae hab a point... i dun wanna admit.. but we r driftin... n i din mak a effort to do anythin bout it.. i dunnoe wat to sae... thins hab been weird... more n more weird quarrel wif my dear... sumtimes he dun even noe... tat im unhappy. n i oso dunnoe tat he is unhappy. n i realise tat all da unhappiness o'wayz starts wif pone tokin... so im not gonna tok to him on pone le. i dun wanna be hurt le. -----i told him we r not suitable---- 5daes nv meet le. i felt so distance from him. i o'wayz see rose n joel 2gether. dae seems so close... i kinda envy though i shud not... he sae we meet tml.... i dunnoe if i wanna see him le... i dunnoe if i'll get da close feelin back... wat if i dun? im actually quite scare.... hahax...funni rite? Fiona seems to be da onli close person to me... n she was o'wayz close to mi. DA DAE AFTER TML IS MOTHER DAE. i wanna buy present... rose...sum of da thinz u dunnoe my feelins.. to speak da truth im not close to peirong... we had not been goin out. nor really tok,,, except for tat time we tok as a group bout 'AHEM'... maybe it's coz i've been turnin her down... she hab been askin me out fer lunch..dinner.... outings n so on... i o'wayz decline... hmmmm aniwayz....hab u been seein MY NAME in her blog? nope... suddenly i kinda feel tat... life sux fer mi now.. tat was wat rose o'wayz sae in da past. thinz seems to turn... lox. life seems to be quite gd fer rose... yuppz. izz't true? if ur heart gort sumone rmb... u won't feel disatnat from tat sumone.. |