Lots of love is required- Simply coz i can't live without those huggs & concern. And the list goes on... .
Lots of love is required- |
posted : Monday, September 18, 2006
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how did i mak u hurt by da way i explain?
i did tell u im not free. n tat i'll rite a letter explainin everythin. but u insisted on hearin it. yarhx. i dun thin ther's any rong in me. n stop extratin my entry o'ready. fine. u blog till everythin is my fault when it isn't. aniwayz... it's u sae u wan thins to b lyk tis. da way it is now. n im fine wif it. so wat's rong? i felt compared. by u keep saein tat -y we can b so close in da past but now can't... n u keep comparin mi n may de closeness to u. so i sae da cycle is comin back agn. aniwayz...felt so stupid to delete da entry. ...felt so stupid to apologise. one more thin- da thin u r askin for. we bein close lyk da past. is impossible. if im close to u. i'll find it hard to b close to fiona.... (i've got reason 4 saein tis. juz dun wanna sae it out) n i wanna b close to fiona. rite now it's fiona n my dear. n from sec 1 fiona hab been my bestest gurlxfren. maybe u can tak it as im declinin u. wateva. im oso veri tired o'ready. so juz end it larhx. since u said u given up. so tis is wat we all wanted. u told me to stay away de. so i stayed away . |