The City That Never Sleeps
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posted : Monday, September 18, 2006
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how did i mak u hurt by da way i explain?
i did tell u im not free.
n tat i'll rite a letter explainin everythin.
but u insisted on hearin it.
yarhx.
i dun thin ther's any rong in me.
n stop extratin my entry o'ready.

fine.
u blog till everythin is my fault when it isn't.
aniwayz...
it's u sae u wan thins to b lyk tis.
da way it is now.
n im fine wif it.
so wat's rong?

i felt compared.
by u keep saein tat
-y we can b so close in da past but now can't...
n u keep comparin mi n may de closeness to u.

so i sae da cycle is comin back agn.
aniwayz...felt so stupid to delete da entry.
...felt so stupid to apologise.

one more thin-
da thin u r askin for.
we bein close lyk da past.
is impossible.
if im close to u.
i'll find it hard to b close to fiona....
(i've got reason 4 saein tis. juz dun wanna sae it out)

n i wanna b close to fiona.

rite now it's fiona n my dear.
n from sec 1 fiona hab been my bestest gurlxfren.
maybe u can tak it as im declinin u.
wateva.

im oso veri tired o'ready.
so juz end it larhx.
since u said u given up.
so tis is wat we all wanted.

u told me to stay away de.

so i stayed away .