Lots of love is required- Simply coz i can't live without those huggs & concern. And the list goes on... .
The City That Never Sleeps
Lots of love is required- Simply coz i can't live without those huggs & concern. And the list goes on... .
Lots of love is required- |
posted : Wednesday, January 03, 2007
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hey im bck le=)
it's 2007 le.... im still usin da old version of blogger. felt time passes real fast.... it's beginin to turn a lil scary! ther's lot of mixed feelin for 2006. n of coz a lil regrets for slackin all yr round in sec. thinkin bout it... i dun thin i can mak it to poly. n even if i can, i dunnoe wat course i really wanna tak. sure hope 2007 will b a beta yr for mi. n da most impt is my relationship wid my hubby, sisters n frenz will nv fade. im at my cousin hse nw. ytd was her b'dae. n 1 swey thin is i forgot to brin my wallet=( it's rare tat i wuld forgot my wallet de. hmmmmm...worst still is tat it's da startin of da yr n tis kinda thins hab to happen. da feelin is lyk im totally broke n i hab to $$ to spend. it juz doesn't feel gd! anw...hab yummy hm cooked food at my aunts hse. n stayed over nite ther. ytd nite hab a long chat over da pone wid peii n hubby. n msg msg. tokin bout msg...my bill bao le tis time!!!! ther goes a part of my pay.. sob sob=( peii keep tellin mi she is envy of mi habin nice food.. hahax=) she keep complainin she's hungry! so pig lorhx, keep eatin eatin.... anw i snooze of at bout 2 plus goin 3. im pretty upset bout sum stuff... recently, my mum was seriously ill... n was send into da hospital. heard tat she hab sum breathin difficulty.... n nedded da oxygen mask. rite nw she seems a lil beta. n not in hospital le. hope she get well soon. almost every nite...my routine is tat i'll watch tv or tok on pone till late nite. den sleep at bout 2-3 plus. durin tis goin to sleep period. i'll lay on my bed.. n everythin is so silent... all of my family members r asleep. my imagination will starts to run wild. i'll keep thinkin bout da same thins... n tat is my parents dyin one dae. n i won't b able to tok to dem...held their hands n stuff lyk tat. i'll tot bout my parents body lyin motionlessly on da bed. all tis tot juz freak mi out. n i'll start to shed tears... mayb im thinkin too much....or mayb im crazy. but i dun lyk da feelin. i did tok to my mummy 1 nite bout da topic-dyin. as she sleep b'side mi. n i hab da 'feelin' agn n she said sumthin bout everyone hab to die sumdae. da moment we r born, we r walkin towards death. n i'll hab to face it one dae. ther r still other stuff... mayb rite nw i dunnoe hw to sae.. i guess i'll blog it all out nxt time. i've been spendin alot of my pay. it's time i get a new job!!! 1 last thin....im so happy tat rose still call mi dahlin! pretty excited tat she called mi. miss yarhx lots n love yarhx. when is our sentosa? lolx=) hmmm. stop here for now... blog in later. RMB TO MISS MI! *if ther is any letter shortage of 'a'...it;s b'coz my cousin laptop da 'a' abit spoil. muz press slightly harder den other letter den got d letter 'a'.* |
{SHANSHAN aka HIBIKI}
