Lots of love is required- Simply coz i can't live without those huggs & concern. And the list goes on... .
Lots of love is required- |
posted : Monday, June 08, 2009
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random but sometimes i feel the world feels and seems fake.
you work so hard to achieve everythin u can in the world worry for so much spend all ur emotions over everythin u could lay it on. hurt, happy, loves...etc but life would juz passes on...dae by dae...no matter wat u do... and wat do u brin when u r dead? nothing...you won't even noe if memories r allowed in da afterlife. or if ther is at all. but i am here driving myself up the wall...breathless. tat's my very very big problem...thinking and stressing alot. lol fall asleep ytd and woke up feeling way too hot coz of da stupid weather. den couldn't sleep back anymore. it was 2 plus am then.. da thin i learnt to do nowadaes was to tak out my planner n start planning. bad thin is thinkin and stresing comes in too. in case u r wonderin wat im planning, im planning hw i shud spend my time over the month like when i shud work, how much im earning, expenses, wat i wan to buy, fyp, chalet... den relationship stuff and others starts comin in too. busy...but in da mind. da result was sleepin at 5 plus am....finally coz well... had to wake up at 9 for breakfast with bf. went for bak ku teh....n so on... BTW...can anyone tell mi when's father's day....did i lyk miss it already? lol and my brother bought sim3...but kns he lend it to cousin...so I WISH MY COUSIN FASTER RETURN MY BRO SO I CAN PLAY. hopefully by tml. =D meanwhile enjoy my current new fav. always in da back of my mind, i can't help but question... |