Lots of love is required- Simply coz i can't live without those huggs & concern. And the list goes on... .
The City That Never Sleeps
Lots of love is required- Simply coz i can't live without those huggs & concern. And the list goes on... .
Lots of love is required- |
posted : Sunday, October 25, 2009
title :
Hi...
 i almost wanted to give up bloggin but here i am agn. juz realise that da last post was the 333th one. Quite a cool number to break. A little catchin up to do...one old habit tat's hard to kick, PROCASTINATING =(((( i am dyin on tis man. but i can't help but to procastinate. oh mannnn.... And my emotion are gettin more n more out of control. haha...da usual dunnoe wat's rong wid me. I wanted so much to care more bout others, but i wuld usually ended up hurting or ignoring. i always do da opposite of things. i wan to hug but i turn away. i wanted to smile but i attitude. i wanted to go close but stay away....weird ain't it? i got alot of thins to sae but can't brin myself to coz i noe da consequences... and i realise im really super self centred. becoz i only care if i get the care n concern i wanted n when i dun i get so moody. sometimes i wonder... wat if somethin i hold so dearly was broken by a mistake tat lead to more mistakes. until da time when it's too late to do anythin else and a wall was builded upon unknowningly with tat wall now bein too hard to overcome. wat if.... wat will u do.... life gets harder when u grow older. ignorance is bliss...coz da truth hurts. embrace every moment. |
{SHANSHAN aka HIBIKI}
