Lots of love is required- Simply coz i can't live without those huggs & concern. And the list goes on... .
The City That Never Sleeps
Lots of love is required- Simply coz i can't live without those huggs & concern. And the list goes on... .
Lots of love is required- |
posted : Monday, October 26, 2009
title :
I am in school now...
my monday blueeeees these few days. erm actually is weeks. I keep feelin super exhausted and lyk TIME is never enough. never never ever enough...and those emotional outbreaks yada yada yada...sigh~ And i am sure there are alot of ppl juz lyk me hopin and praying $$$$$ would juz fall from da sky and right into the pocket =( but reality always hurts. no such pretty fairy tale would happen. you got to work hard to earn it. da world is cruel. sad case.  (da oh-so-long-ago photo durin sec grabbed frm pr blog) Well...da grumbles r not yet ending. I have a random small talk wid my 'sister chua' today. a talk bout school life etc...lols. ahhhh im left wid less den 4-5 months b4 graduating. i feel so scare and sad n so many many more feelings. reflecting back i realise i haven been activitely participatin in things i lyk to do while in sch. kinda feel i wasted da precious years spend in rp. if only i join some sports cca or group cca which i could always chill out hang around and work hard together with. but now sch life feels so much so boring and like a planned routine. I think i would definitely miss school days when i work. da days of working will b even more "routined", stressful and tose cannot skip when i lyk and cannot i dun feel lyk workin hard so i dun and tose i muz b responsible liao. ahhhh y am i even thinkin. And i kinda screw up my fyp once again. i really beta do somethin bout it b4 it's really too too too late =(((( tough being a leader. sigh~ help help =( |
{SHANSHAN aka HIBIKI}
