It's just another day. A super boring one indeed....

I actually wanted to use work to cover this empty feeling. But turns out that i've cleared all emails by 11.30 am. There is basically nothing else i could do now...unbearable. it's already a miracle i could withstand till now. what shit is this =.=

Well....what's worst, everyone in my department have left for their lunch. So...how wonderful is tat, it just gives me more time to stone. & i haven had lunch....feel like just skipping it....sigh~

Oh did i say dad is home already? It was just yesterday, we fetch him back. it was stressful man, while at the hospital, you begin to notice people start approaching you back to back and tell you alot of stuff...such as the dietitian, physiotherapist, doctor, nurses, social workers...And i still have to clear up dad's cabinet, clarify those item inside the cabinet that i am unsure of, take note of what needs to be purchase etc etc....

And when we got back home, there goes the unpacking of stuff, pass those instruction and message on to everyone in the family, going out with mummy to buy pajamas for dad and so on...

at the end of the day, i just felt so fatigued physically and mentally...

my concern now would be....can we manage just as good as the hospital?

hopefully....

I should say, mummy is the one tat sacrifice the most. She have quit her job to look after dad. I just hope tat blur blur maid could really work well with mummy and not drive her mad.



PS:

- i've helped dad change diaper this morning!

- so long since i've meet up with besties, i've let us drift away. shall we catch a movie...it's been damn long since i've done tat.

i can't deny..i did wish i've never said anything


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