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posted : Tuesday, December 14, 2010
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The clouds above me seems rather dark and gloomy.....


How not to feel sad...Dad is still living and mummy is already buying him a tablet place at the columbarium....and i guess Dad is going to a nursing home pretty soon, at least that's way i overheard.


Everyone in the family think it is a better choice....they feel he could be better taken care of. Actually it doesn't make a difference to brother since he rarely see/talk to dad and mummy would definitely want to regains her freedom or go back to work...

If he is at a nursing home, however much i want to be there, caressing his hand when he could not sleep during the long night or making sure he is alright in the morning before i left for work etc....i couldn't~ and i wouldn't like the idead of him passing away in a foreign place either....

BUT, there is basically nth i could say or do about....

i really dunnoe what i should do....i really dunnoe....

Sigh, can i ask...where is the rainbow after the storm? I really like to know....