It is this time of the year where we would all do some reflection and make a summary of "better or worst". And then I could only sigh again at the fact that nth has been done for the year. It felt as though I had practically juz sat and let things happened around me.

My summary of 2010 with a word - Depressing, it's not like good things never once happen but just that the bad seems to overwhelmed the good till it doesn't really seems to exist. Guess murphys law seems to take a liking on me.

Putting $$ issue aside, i really hope i could juz take up a degree courses and to jump into the next phrase of my career option...it is quite saddening when ppl around me is already near completing 1 year of Uni studies and yet i am here idling around not knowing wat i want in life.

There are some things that could have been done but not.....

- an overseas tour with the whole family

- take a family photo

- bring dad to a vegetarian restuarant

- watch a movie with the whole family

well...i am actually laughing at myself, at how easy some of the things are and yet due to my procastination i actually let the opportunity slide.....it is always until when it's lost then will the person understand the importance and urgency of the matter/person.

I think it's really time to pick up myself and to do something for real, stop procrastinating and to really put words into actions. Also learn to be more decisive. - that shall be my new year resolution.

i really miss you dad...